I see today as the day my baby leaves me. i will live forever on. but today is the day i say goodbye to my love. and after this day i will remember her forever in all the glory she leaves me today. i can just be with her, keep her company, enjoy her presence. i am willing to assist to our happiness. we don't look at tomorrow. we enjoy the now. today is not a disaster. today is a miracle, a glorious manifestation of holy will and i will not interfere but only co-create.

my baby is my creation. my baby is my child. my baby is growing. she is getting independant from me. she lives. on love. just like me. there is plenty for both of us. there is lots to explore too. everybody has the right to try it. i am here. this my station. she can come back to me anytime. i love here. i love this. i have seen much, but not enough. 

my waiting is active. my action is receptive. my reception is welcome. my searching is over. my desire is to be united. i am united. i am happy. i am happy with things the way they are. everything is perfect. and all i do or want is an extension of that happiness. i extend it to anyone who is near me. but especially and constantly to my baby.

my baby is my brother. my baby is the world as i live it. my baby is humanity. my baby is my life. my baby is me, Son of God. I am very holy. and all the time i give thanks to my/the father and mother. which is me too. thanks to the creative, the preserving and destructing force. (the holy trinity as in hinduism: Brahma, Vishnu and Shiva)

I love change as I live in immortality and eternity. I love to see God in all his facets.

and who knows, my baby isn't leaving me at all and we are one forever...